珍惜当下，做好眼前

“如果再让我活一回，我要把握好分分秒秒，留心生活，真正关注生活，品味生活，决不使岁月蹉跎。”
这只能是一个美好的假设，一个永远无法实现的愿景。时间如白驹过隙，稍纵即逝。我们能做的只能是珍惜当下，做好眼前。不计较过去，不奢求未来。

"No difference in the past, non-attachment the future, do not play on the now. Anju now, and happy to live the moment", which Buddhist Feeling deep sentence, which fell heart, the mind immediately let me have far-reaching everywhere cool.
“不分别过去，不执着未来，不戏论现在。安住当下，乐住当下”，这禅味很深的句子，落在心上时，即刻让我心意深远，满目清凉。

　　
当下，多么吸引，多么诱惑。它垂手可得，却稍纵即逝。好似凛冽寒风里雪中一枝梅，冻蕊冰香，又寂又艳。还像温暖春日里那一丝绿，含羞吐翠，又娇又嫩。



　　当下，就是现在，就是还没来得及珍惜就失去，在你后悔时又悄悄走过的此时此地。于我而言，现在就是一盏茶，一卷书，一朵花，一支曲，甚至一只小小的瓢虫，它们虽平凡，但可以赐我满心的美妙，原来，我是这样地喜欢现在，喜欢自在安然的此时此地。

　
是的，周围的一切都是惹人爱的，哪怕是小小的摩擦都让我欢喜着，此时此地，爱与憎都成为深广的欣慰，无需太多刻意，无需太多掩饰，只需几分简单，一点妙心，待我们慢慢把这时间消费得恰到好处。

　　
如此，平素里便日日是好日，分分秒秒都惹人怜惜。一颗无染心，一点自在禅，让日子有滋有味，有腔有调。生活已经如此清平安逸，顺风顺水，喧嚣和浮躁，离我很远，我只想在宁静中独守一份清凛，在平淡中享受一片温和，在欢喜中品味一场寂寞。

　　This world is intricate, and criss-cross, wrapped around wrapped around a bit with little trouble runs through the mind, what little trouble, if not pay attention to it, will gradually disappear, if it has repeatedly missed it, retaining possession of it, it will be more and more intractable. Buddhist phrase: "hungry to eat, sleep on sleep." It is simple and it is normal. May ask, how many people dull this world, sleep can not rest .
世间是纷繁的，纵横交错，缠缠绕绕，未免有小小的烦恼横亘在心头，小小的烦恼又有什么，若不留意它，就会渐渐消失，若一再想念它，护藏它，它便会愈来愈难缠。佛家语：“饥来吃饭，困来眠。”实在是简单，又实在是平常。可试问，这世上有多少人食不知味、睡不安枕呀。

　　If we do not want to hurt I just want peace of mind to live in quiet air, then we must be clued. Avoidance has been much stronger than a mass of bruises, we are only targeted at serious walking, not artificial, not hypocrites, do not behave themselves, but must not be presumptuous arrogance. We are only targeted optimistic about their own now, it has been exceeded, more exciting.
如果我们不想受伤，只想安心静气地生活，那么就一定要有所避让。有所避让总比遍体鳞伤强得多，我们只管认真行走，不矫揉造作，不虚情假意，不循规蹈矩，但也一定不要放肆嚣张。我们只管看好自己的现在，让它有所超越，更加精彩。

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十月二十九

开心但是伤心同时又气人的十月二十九号。我明天的奖励自己没把这口气吐在人家的身上。失望那口被人责怪以为我搞事，我只不过照顾大家的需求。我觉得我好失败。难道我需要每次做出个解释吗？真的是要搞到这样吗？我的心真的好痛因为责怪下来的人竟然是我大方明白事理的朋友。我不生气但是我很心痛很失望。但是我却又不敢向任何人讲出我的心声当然也不想再和他说明一切应为我已经累了。我不期待任何蛋糕和礼物，我却期待我的好意没被误会。

Hope

This morning, when i was about to start my journey to my college by walking to my coursemate's house since she would fetch me along too. I played back all my previous sound records in Preventive Healthacre(PH), which i previously worked at, some thoughts came through my mind which is hope.

Working in this company other than your hardwork whihc plays an important role, hope is an another element which I have learnt from this working environment. During that working period, I and my colleagues had to "pull" the customers to come to hospital to have a look on our medical screening programme. Calling people up and getting the sound of "dududududududududududu" had been my everdays life, getting scold from some of them without any reasons over the phone yet we had to keep calling non stop in order to find the hope.

It is that we got to call them up and explained the purpose of inviting them to hospital which is viewing the medical programme. Of course, u will b questioning what makes them come? In order to protect my company's privacy i can only we have some legal professional skill to make such an invitation.

The point here is that in the process of inviting them to come over here, we have to make a booking with them requiring them to reveal some of their common personal details over the phone. However, it does not mean that when we succesfully make a booking with them, they wil come over here as they had promised. Hence, it can be that ones makes 20 booking and only 1 of them turns up! We got to accept such a cruel fact and keep relying on our hope. If you are lucky enough you will get 10 turn up rate out of 20 boookings.

One booking represents one hope, 20 of them 20 hopes. Sometimes, there is an element of hypocrite because they are so called to be hopes; what about if none of them turn up and can they be hopeless instead of hope? I had been thinking this about 1 month after resigning from PH and finally i found an answer yesterday. I think hope is just a probabilities of being succesful and failed. Although we know the definition of hope through our studies yet sometimes we are blindly folded by our anger, frustration,emo etc and thus forgetting the word of hope and blamming it for the rest of our life.

I admit every people live in this earth, no doubt we rely on hope and as a result we believe in it. However, relying and believing in it are not sufficient for us but to consistently making our best effort. When the time comes, the real hope will come to you.
Best wishes to all of the readers here to succeed in your life. ^^

continued version of my 2nd best dude

We have a good moment in Ph even it is just 1 month, hence, I believe in miracle. Why do I say so? Guys ask yourself can u find and recognize your Mr. or Mrs. True or best dude in 1 month time. This is my situation just a month he has become my bro. We do have countless of foolish and funny moment in PH other than “lepak” in Time Square, Mid Valley, Sg Wang and Low Yat.

What makes me touch are due to many incidents which is the reason he has become my bro, Yang. After he has learnt from me that a friend does not only learn to respect but to show your sincerity to each other. There are many examples as he had mentioned. For example, since last year I had first best friend, Darren, I had been finding a nice comb which is made of natural material which is sold only in limited shops for 1 month. Finally, one day I got it in Sg Wang and gave it to Darren and he was touched by that. My bro, then, from this example he had realized many things in true friendship, giving a comb which your friend who has been hoping for it is better than giving a RM100 present to him. Sincerity weights more than Money. I admit in this world we can’t live without money but does not mean that sincerity is totally useless though my parents have been scolding me for this. Anyhow, I still believe in it as without sincerity there will not be a word of hard work or success because it requires sincerity too.

This makes him to make another surprise for me. For example, when I just requested Digi Campus and yet immediately he phoned all digi branches about Digi Campus. At first, he failed to get it. He went to websites and other efforts. Finally, God shows him the way in Low Yat. Then, one day he tried to steal my student card to photostate to help me register and yet I was so stupid I passed him my wallet when he wanted to see what was inside my wallet. Nearly, he got caught by me. Anyhow, when we went to Low Yat, the moment he brought me to Digi branch yet I thought he bought for another friend but not me. The moment the seller showed me about Brickfield Asia College I realized everything including how he stole my student card!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so shocked at that moment.

How can I afford to lose such a friend?

During that day was his last day in Ph, hence; we had promised to go out earlier to have a last view in Petalling Street as well as having the last “chu chiong fun”. Damn nice 1. However, he was late and got scolded by me and he cried in LRT. OMG, I was shocked at that moment. He kept blaming himself of being clumsy and late and I kept saying bad things. When I had found out that actually he was preparing his presents to everyone including me then I felt so guilty of scolding him. I felt I was so stupid of not appreciating my bro’s sacrifice.

Later followed by when we went to the company issue. The next issue here is where I have to search him up and down. When we had prepared ourselves to work, we start to do our work. Suddenly, he was MIA, missing in action, Aunty Kathryn and I were finding him, however, Aunty Kathryn’s body was not that healthy, hence, I had to run up and down to find him. I searched every corner of the sales department of the room, credit department, Telemarketing department room and toilets yet I could not find him. Finally, I found him it was in the sales where I had tried to search but I did not see him. I felt relieved.

I feel so guilty now that I had scolded him that day until he cried. Actually , Bro , if u r reading this blog ho, I had actually known that u will be giving me book and a stack of your cards but I can swear here that I have not read the cards before u gave it to me. That’s why I hinted u that day. Anyway I will still keep the books.

We have gone through so many things in one month. Believe it or not guys, but this is a fact. The very first time we go” lepak” together is donating blood. We did some stupid things where we got to rush to Time Square under the rain. We were totally wet and yet were almost failed to donate blood. The best part was that I got to block the air conditioner for him because he kept complaining cold. He switched to 2^nd place from the 1^st place due to coldness at first in fact the 2^nd place was cold too. Hence, I had decided to sleep at his left hand side to block the air-conditioner.

The most important thing which we have the same answer is about our beloved Mama. She is one of the tough women who I meet. She has the courage to go out of her shell to work outside just to earn extra income for her family as her hubby cannot contribute much to the family. From a wife who always rely on her husband to a super women who has to take part of the burden to take care for the family. She told us that she did not know how to use a handphone including SMS etc, she learns it step by step. I really respect her. Besides, she had also told us that no teenagers who had worked here would close to her including all stuff except us. We could even sleep on the floor just to take photo, imagine can u find such an elder in a working place? She admitted me and Yang are like her sons, because we two are naughty. We have countless of fun time together.I recall back her joke which, Chinese + Indian = Chindian but Chinese + Baiyi=? Guess what it is? It is Cipai. We will never forget that! Moreover, Kak Sofea, Aunty Kathryn and Mama really treat us like their children. Again, recalling back my story when I failed to have bookings as required by superior, hence, I kept pressuring myself to do it yet I failed to do so. I was so depressed and told 3 of them I was a!@#$%^&*. To my shock and their action really touch my heart, they had told me that they would give me some bookings, I refused to accept it. Imagine you are giving your hard work RM60 to another person. They almost did it, here; you all can say they are pretending which you all might force me to accept it. However, I must insist that I can feel the kindness and generous from them.

I and Yang will never forget this company because this company as if is our second home which many people will not find it. Other than, we have done so many crazy things such as chatting at LRT station during night looking the view of that night and taking cold air and heart to heart talk, company plays part of the reasons of justifying me to stay for the job as long as 3 months. Why do I say so? Guys ask yourself, will a superior pressure you up or act as a replacement for you to be shot by the higher superior? Believe it or not either or both of these are still happening in my company. The heroin is our assistant manager, Nisha, she takes all the blame from the boss when we got wrong and will not blame on us and at the same time she has the burden of taking up the burden of taking care of her child who is always sick. The only exception is when she is really stress she will pour the tension to us, that’s all compared to other companies. Do you think you are able to stand double pressure at the same time? Although Maslow hierarchy states that money is the basic motivator yet those above have proved the theory wrong.

Seriously, this blog is insufficient for me to blog all my feelings, I may have to type a second version.

The best of all the memory I have in the company is my bro, Yang. DO do die die; this blog will still have your name. I love your sound recording which u sent me that day in Pantai Hospital. I really appreciate it. I bet with many colleagues that u will cry during the last day, hence, I will try my best to make it as a reality. Finally I had made it. Anyhow, I end up with crying too at the last moment where I comfort u when u were still crying loud. OMG, till now I could not believe it. All the time, only 2 people can me cry, they are my parents or my girlfriend. You are the third. You really prove me wrong that the world still kind people just that I have never got such a chance. I will remember that forever. It is because of you I still believe in that. Now, I will take your job of taking care Fennie, Kathryn and Mama. Don’t worry; the company has restored its own original happy situation. Take care O.O bro...